There are times you feel sad or depressed, and you feel like being all alone in this world, even though you’re in a crowd.
Alright, that sounds really worse, doesn’t it?

And can you imagine how it feels to be teased?  Doesn’t that sound even more worse to you?

To me, it does. I always thought that children and teenagers might do that, but not a word of that is true. I felt really unhappy the past few months at home. All my homemates started to have an sudden antipathy at me. They slandered and  spit in my and my friends drinks, and I couldn’t only imagine what I’d done wrong. The answer was quite simple: I didn’t do anything wrong.
They told me they want to have a conversation with me about a really good friend (and housemate, the only one I THOUGHT that didn’t blow me off) of mine, and they told us she said that I’d admit that I stole food from my housemates, and I would NEVER do such a thing! If I did, I would admit, but I would never steal, even the smallest thing!

So, they told me they really judged me false, and that I truly deserved another chance. So, the contact with my housemates is alright again, and I spoke with Pegah (the friend of mine who said about the food), and she told everyone by now she did it. It wasn’t me and she was really, really sorry, but I warned her not doing it again, for she might loose or friendship by that…

I never thought they were going to stop disliking me, and I’m really really glad…

By the way, tomorrow I’ve got to go to school again… I DON’T WANT TO! I really don’t want to, but I wouldn’t know in what kind of trouble I’m pulling myself when I’m not going… My coach would tell me it’s totally wrong, and we’re already going to have a conflict tomorrow, for I’m not going to the camp next Monday. I really don’t want to. But he thinks it’s quite good for me to go, and I think I will be totally dead after all;) But maybe I’ll have Pfeiffer disease, and I think that’s reason enough for not going;) But, then again, I have to go to school tomorrow… =S

By the way, when I told my coach I wasn’t going to the camp, he said: "I’ve got to think of it." LOL, what does that guy think? I just said: I’M NOT GOING! That’s a statement, an assertion, not a question! There’s nothing to think about! Dumb ass!

I’m sorry if I sound a little frustrated, but I’m detesting school, at this time and if I saw any opportunity to go through another (quick) road to the School of Journalism, I’d immediately quit with this study, but I don’t see the chances anymore… Even HAVO takes longer… And it’s not what I want, so I have to finish this as well as I can… And as soon as I can…

Eitherway, when I’m not going to school I feel like I’m the luckiest girl in the world! So, watch out for me;)

Oh, I almost forgot my point, lol, but here it is: Even when you’re teased and you’re school fucks you up: You never walk alone. There are always people loving you, and I want to thank everyone for doing this!

Further I want to wish Remma much love… For you too: You’ll never walk alone… I love you!

Last wednesday I knew I’d have a sollicitation at a nursing home, for work during the holidays, so I went to school and after that I’d go to the sollicitation. I didn’t knew what to expect exactly, but I knew I’d better do my best to get the job, if I’d like to go on a holiday at The Hague.
So I decided to make myself look awesome (which of course didn’t work out the way I wanted=P) and be openminded, able to do anything and so on.
When they asked how many hours I’d liked to work per week, I answered 36. Correct. They thought I was very fanatic, and advized me to plan 32 hours, and when they needed me any more, they could always plan four hours more. And that was the moment I realized I really got the job!

They made me the compliment that they didn’t have people like me very much, that openminded, and inside the adrenaline flowed all through my body and I felt I had to go to Remma. She was ill and I got her out of bed.=P Muha, good evil me! Maybe good, because she told me she didn’t mean to sleep that long.

As I was sitting over at Remma’s place, I got a phonecall from Studentenwerk (a Dutch employment agency). If I was still interested for working at the Burger King, Thursday and Friday night till 01.00 am. I bet I said yes, and so I’ve got to jobs right now! Burger King is not just for the holidays, so that’s really, really cool!

Alright, it’s Saturdayeve now, and I’m still jumping up and down from the exitement that I’ve got two jobs!

See you soon!

The Dante’s Inferno Test has banished you to the Third Level of Hell!
Here is how you matched up against all the levels:

Take the Dante’s Inferno Hell Test

1. Whatx92s your complete name?
Maria Catharina Geessiena Arends

2. What colour of trousers do you wear right now?
Itx92s beige with blue, black and orange stripes.

3 To what are you listening?
Carla Bruni

4. Are your legs crossed?
Yesx85 So?!

5.What was the last thing you ate?
Chips. But if you mean the meal it was couscous, and the nicest about that was that I thought it was delicious! Mostly I donx92t like couscousx85

6. If you were a red ochre (?), which colour would you be?
Green, you think you can see me real good, but therex92s always things you donx92t seex85

7. Whatx92s the weather right now?

Therex92s a cold wind, and that makes it not attractive to go outsidex85

8. Who was the last person you had a phonecall with?

Remma or Karin P., yesterday.

9. First thing you notice at someone from the other sex?
Irradiation.

10. Do you like the one who sent/gave you these questions?

Of course!

11. Favourite non-alcoholic drink?

Coca Cola Zero, Red Bull or water.

12. Favourite alcoholic drink?
Wine and champagne.

13. Hobbies?

Writing, reading, theatre, filmx85

14. Eyes?
Yours or mine?;)

15. Do you wear glasses?
No. I do need them, but I think itx92s really irritating, falling from your nose all the time!=P

16. Brothers or sisters?
A brother.

17. Favourite month(s)?

May, June, July, August and Septemberx85 Letx92s say, anythings okay, as long as itx92s warm.=)

18. Favourite food?

Endive stue (donx92t know if thatx92s correct English, but I thought about x91Irish Stuex92 and imagined that it would be just the same with endive;))

19. Last film you watched?

Das Leben der Anderen (oh, everyonex92s gotta watch that film!)

20. Favourite day of the year?
May fifthx85 Everyones feastingx85 I love it!

21. Are you too timid to ask someone out?
Not really. I always think so, but practically Ix92m never TOO timid.

22 .DO YOU LIKE MARMELADE?

Do you?

23. Summer or winter?

According to my answer at question 17, I would say itx92s winterx85 Meaning: Itx92s winter I detest most!;)

24. Chocolate or vanille?
Donx92t you think I would be really really ill if I choose vanille?

Chocolate of course!XD

25. Where do you live?

I live in

Groningen

, all alone;) No, there are five other students in this house, but theyx92re just housematesx85 Most of them are nothing more, nothing lessx85

26. Which book do you read?

The Lord of the Rings x96 The Fellowship of the Ring, in English.

27. What did you do tonight?

Came home from the movies, was tired and went to bed. Alone. So, just sleeping.;) Ix92m sorry I canx92t give any juicy details;) LOL

28. Did you woke up this morning before your wake up call?
As everx85 Yesx85

29. Favourite perfume?
A natural perfume, Lotus or Lilly of the Valley.

30. Sweet or salted popcorn?
None, but if I have to, then sweet.

31.Favourite chips?

Errrx85 That might be barbecue hamx85

32. Favourite car?

Audi TT

33. Favourite flower?
Rose or orchid

34. How many keys do you have?

Six, I thinkx85

35. Can you juggle?
No!=D Maybe with one orange;)

36. Favourite day of the week?

Friday, Saturday and Sunday.

37. Whatx92s the first thing you think about when you wake up?
My brain doesnx92t work by then;)

38. What do you want to do this year?

Getting a job, having a nice training period, getting my drivers license, stalking you =P

So, I’ve been thinking about starting another blog in English for a while, but now I realized it’s better to just DO it. My English is not very bad, but it’s also not that good.

Fridaynight Remma was at my place. We watched ‘Imagine Me And You’ and we were a bit tired, both. So she phoned her parents if they could pick her up, instead of taking the bus, and that’s what they did at eleven o’clock and I was like: ‘we could go to the living room for a minute, so I can smoke a cigaret en then we’ll see your mother when she comes’ and first I went to the toilet. When I came in the living room I rolled a cigaret and Remmas mother came over. She was playing with her phone or something, I don’t know exactly, and it doesn’t matter, but we went outside and she left.
I spend the rest of the evening with a few roommates, Pegah and Ada, and there where two of Ada’s friends, Phauphe (hope I spell it correct…) and Joey. Joey was from England, lived in Germany for years and would go to Spain or something, but first he would smoke some weed in Groningen and so he stayed here, was what he told. He asked if he could sleep in our living room, and I thought it was okay.

The next morning Remma called me. ‘Is my cellphone still on the table in the living room?’ And I was like: DAMN! Someone slept over there! So I told her that I would look, and that I wasn’t sure, not that I want to think weird or something, but you’ll never know and it is a very expensive phone… I wouldn’t know what I did when I found it…
So, I walked over to the living room and searched and searched, but it wasn’t there. I’d asked her if she’d be sure it was in our living room, not in my room, or that it fell outside or something… But she told me she was really sure and that’s when I started asking anyone in the house. Nobody had seen it, but I told Rem that I would go to the police, if I were her. She had no insurance…

Right, I was doing my hear and I was thinking about the whole situation… It was so weird, I believed anyone that they wouldn’t do it, but it was really strange. Anyone MUST’ve done this, that phone didn’t walk away by itself or something! And I thought about the backdoor, most people forget to lock that door, and I can say it a hundred times, but still they won’t do that… And in a house like ours it’s really necessary. So I checked and it was OPEN! I thougt I was going really mad. That stupid roommates of mine. I asked them how often I need to say those stuff, but they didn’t answer. So I went further doing my hair and I really couldn’t stand it. I felt the need to call Remmas phone once more, to check if it really wasn’t in my room. But I heard nothing.

And then my cellphone rang and the display said: Remma. And I picked up and she was in the car, she thanked me for calling that phone once more… The phone was in the car, she lost it in the car. She never thought about that, because she’s used to put it in her bag immediately. I was that happy (and she too, of course;)), for I really didn’t want anyone to get false accused, and luckily that didn’t happen. Remma told me when I called five minutes later she was at the police office, doing a declaration, it was just in time. And so we can live happily ever after!

LOL.

You Are 76% Open Minded

You are so open minded that your brain may have fallen out! Well, not really. But you may be confused on where you stand. You don’t have a judgemental bone in your body, and you’re very accepting. You enjoy the best of every life philosophy, even if you sometimes contradict yourself.

You Don’t Hold a Grudge

You’re willing to give almost anyone a second chance, even if they’ve really wronged you. Incredibly forgiving and compassionate, you understand that people sometimes change for the better.